glad im still alive!

just finished my final crit last nite.

it was quite good actually but i went through so many hardships before the final crit from the computer at uni to printing for the presentation.

oh well im glad its over.now whats left is portfolio!

will update later because im so freaking tired now havent sleep for 7 hours for 1 week straight! wait, almost 2 weeks actually berkampung di rmit comp lab and la trobe house.

and i miss my bed so much.but thanks to warga rumah la trobe because let me sleep there for almost 2 weeks! really appreciate it.

nasi lemak bungkus daun pisang.

dari dulu saya memang suka makan nasi lemak bungkus daun pisang.summer tahun lepas, bila bangun pagi mesti dah ada dekat bawah di dapur rumah.mak ayah saya beli untuk saya kerana mereka tahu saya sangat idamkannya.heeeeee.dia tak sempat masak untuk saya kerana dia sangat sibuk orangnya,tidak mengapa, saya faham.

tak sabarnya nak makan lagi summer ni!
kawan-kawan di malaysia, jom pegi food hunting sedap2 bila saya balik malaysia nanti yeah?

p/s: mintak maaf.bila nak dekat final crit, makin banyaklah post-post gila.takot dan panic lah katakan.

gambar tu saya amik dari internet je.blog siapa-siapa tah.

life as it is.

on tuesday i didnt sleep at all to prepare for my final crit on my elective.on wednesday i just slept from 3pm - 8 pm then stay at uni the whole nite with zi yang until 6 am and go back and sleep until 10am.and last nite i slept from 2 am in the morning untill 2pm the next day.gila tak.mesti ganti the days before punya tido.haha.tido matiiiii.

oh well i cant beleive the semester is almost over. just had my UN charted kosovo elective final crit last wednesday.it went quite good actually.didn't expect for Brent Alpress to be the guest crit. when i came in to the class and saw him i was like "omg is he going to crit our presentation today? gulp gulp mati lah aku".but then after i presented, it was quite ok lah.his comments also not bad ape.then after each one of us finish presenting, he said it was quite a good class, especially it broaden your knowledge about urban architecture.he is very right indeed.before this i never knew about urban sprawl in each country.about how people populated each city. is it randomly sprawled , a garden city , a grid city like melbourne, a linear city? i wonder how the population in selangor sprawled actually.i can ask fatudin since he's taking town planning.what is left for this subject is to fix our presentation to be submitted for the folio next month.

and 2 weeks left for final crit for design! next week we have to present full mock up for final.like a real one.since i have only design to focus on, i'll give full attention to it.it seems like i have to stay in the comp lab at uni almost every nights with Zi Yang until the final.i hope he'll agree to do work at level 7 lab because it was so damn hot in level 8.i know he like it there because less people and u have 2 big monitor to do your 3d etc but still i cant concentrate with my 3d if im not comfortable myself.i hope we can finish all the drawings and 3d on time.oh well i think for this presentation also i need to spend a lot for the printing.since it is large scale studio, our building is quite huge.that's why its a pair work studio.last sem it costed me about aud200++ to print for the final because somebody canceled my printing at uni so i have to print outside at the shop.i guess the this sem will cost a lot too! oh my money is flying~~.

i've not been talking to him for like long time now.awww how i miss him and my friends back in malaysia.and of course my family too.ok just 12 more days before final crit then submit the folio then im free woohoo.cant wait to go to nz with sydney people.i really need a getaway from all of this.

p/s: i hope the bunga-bunga guy(as what zi yang said, haha/the hard core guy wont be our guest crit for the final presentation.he's very rough and scary man!

haa banyak plak update setelah sekian lama.haha selamat tinggal

random 2

i really really want to go to coldplay's concert one day.
when are u guys coming to melbourne or kl ni? im waitinggggggg tau.haha

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Fix You from X&Y album.

i miss those free moments when you dont have to think about anything but just stare at the blank space far far far away.

i miss them, family and friends.

eid mubarak.

i guess this year its different.maybe this year he forgets.

selamat hari raya aidilfitri , maaf zahir batin to everyone i know.please forgive and forget if i ever done anything wrong to you okay?

i skip my elective class on pagi raya.still, very fortunate of me because my cousin got exam on first,second and third day of raya.its ok nadiah, 1 more raya to go! huhu.

on the day before raya itself, we had final crit for tech 3 (we as in me and partner and almost everybody lah!) and because we didn't sleep the whole night, i slept afterwards after the crit from 3pm to 9pm while all other people busy preparing for raya tomorrow.syera was out helping in malaysian hall while kak nini already celebrating in clayton , and i was sleeping alone in the house while everybody else started to bertakbir.

thats when i felt so homesick, sitting on the bed alone di malam raya.

and honestly for raya i only went to one open house and watch a movie with my housemates last night.couldnt go to others' because i was so busy in the comp lab doing design with my partner.oh well, i should feel gratitude that i still can celebrate.

5 more weeks to go! and 3 more months to go! i really really really miss them.everybody.