just say yes

I’m running out of ways to make you see
I want you to stay here beside me
I won’t be ok and I won’t pretend I am
So just tell me today and take my hand

p/s: i love the new snow patrol album. bila mereka mahu dtg ke melbourne hah?

im leaving in 4 days, am not ready to say goodbye, yet :(

thanks all for the memories this summer, will always cherish it in my heart.

once

yes i know you and you been very busy especially to those who have start working.all of us are trying to adapt with this adjustment and yes we are trying to understand your commitments. but can you and you at least spare some of your time for me? at least just once before im going back to melbourne since i'd only come back home every summer.

gosh i cant imagine 3-5 years ahead when all of us are going to be very busy chasing dreams(?) and commitments.can we still just spend the evenings with each other and just laugh all the way like today?

i cant imagine myself working. kerja studio during semester pon banyak tak terhingga, later in real life working pon it could be worst.lets just pray for the best iA.

only 28 days left! better spend it wisely! 4 fictions are not enough.
part of me cant wait to be back in melbong! i just feel so weird having all the time of my life now.

wish you were here, again.

for nenek.
how i wish the whole gang was here.

rindu part 2

walawei i miss you guys so much lah, cant wait for nenek to come!

so now i get my freedom (temporary break from architectural stuffs), i just want to relax all the time.i already watched like almost 20 movies and read 1 fiction novel, am reading another non-fiction.whats left is take lot of pictures!

and ermmm, waiting for le housemates to finish their exams!

6

sudah masuk bulan jun.

cepatnya detik,saat,minit,jam,hari,minggu,bulan dan tahun berlalu.
semakin dekat juga kita kepadaNya ya?

marilah kita menggunakan masa dengan sebaik-baiknya kerana masa tidak akan kembali kepada kita.

all the best to my dear archi friends who are having their final crit next week (9 or 11june) and friends who are having their final exams.may the force be with you.


the laser cutter is cutting the mdf for my brick model! *excited tengok hahaaa*

wowoweeeee

yabadabadoooooo nenek is coming here this winter! probably 14-18 july.just cun je timing!

i am sooo cant wait!

:)

p/s: nenek is not my granny okie, she's my friend.

rindu part 1

all pictures are taken by ninie and from her camera.
edited by me.

masca futsal tryout

oh forgot to mention this, our team got 4th place in the masca tryout! out of 6 teams.thats considered okay laa since our group is still new.

1st place: claxxica
2nd: venus
3rd: reds
4th:the V's, thats our team!
5th: bangkooritas
6th: parkville

random

tired, busy , homesick and thousand of miles and 8 months away from home?
thats all i can say now.

nini,fiqa,hana,mira,nenek i miss you guys and all your craziness!

p/s: been watching friends season 4 for old time's sake and cant stop laughing!!
i wish i could have a boyfriend like chandler or joey because they are so damn funnnnyyy!!

joey: how are yaa doing?

hahahaha now back to work, 5 weeks before final presentation for design!

this world

is full with hypocrites.
and i hate it when people take you for granted.

why not change if you know its for the better?

when you are sad..

talking with friends can really help.

p/s: im in a state of confusion, please stay and dont go away.

some things we dont talk about,
rather do without and just hold the smile.
(:

am back in melbourne yesterday.went to rmit this evening for design studio balloting.

my top 4 choices of design studio for this semester:
-Double Brick
-Architectural Knowledge
-RMIT Tiro Rise
-Back to School

hmmm i hope i can cope this semester.im probably taking conceptual photography for my elective.

p/s: its just 2 days but im already missing hometown! and of course talking talking and talking with friends back in sh alam!

take care.

i'm just not ready yet to say goodbye.

lumrah hidup.

Tepat lagi 2 minggu akan aku pulang ke melbourne semula.Tidak disangka, cuti kali ini cepat betul berlalu.

Banyak yang telah aku pelajari sepanjang cuti ini.Disebabkan duduk di rumah terlampau lama, membuatkan aku berfikir.Berfikir tentang kenapa perkara itu dan ini berlaku.Semua perkara yang berlaku ada sebab dah hikmah di sebaliknya.Tentang banyak perkara lah.

Cuti ini juga membuatkan aku berfikir dengan lebih matang.Aku harap perancangan aku untuk tahun ini akan menjadi.Amin, semoga Allah menyenangkan lagi kerja-kerjaku.

Bercakap tentang rakan.Cuti kali ini kerap sekali aku bertemu rakan-rakanku.Itu pon yang tak sibuk lah.Yang sibuk-sibuk tu, tak dapat lah gua membantu kan.Kadang-kadang, rindu juga untuk bertemu dengan yang lain-lain itu.Teman yang rapat tapi kerana masa tidak mengizinkan tidak dapat aku berjumpa.

Cuti ini juga aku menyedari sesuatu.
People change, to be a better person or worst.
Cuti ini aku banyak belajar dengan seorang rakanku ini.Sudah lama aku kenal dia, dekat 7 tahun kot.Mula-mula aku kenal dia, lain dengan orang yang aku kenal sekarang.
Dia telah berubah menjadi seorang yang sangat matang. Berubah tentang banyak perkara.
Berubah menjadi pemuda yang sangat matang pemikirannya.

Aku nak berubah juga.Ke arah yang lebih baik.Harap-harap aku akan mendapat petunjuk-Nya.Semasa aku di tahun pertama di melbourne, aku menerima didikan usrah yang agak serius.Aku menjadi sangat insaf ketika itu dan hampir berubah drastik. Tetapi kemudian aku berfikir semula.Aku mahu berubah tetapi dengan kehendakku sendiri.Bukan kerana terpengaruh dengan rakan-rakan.Aku tahu aku belum bersedia ketika itu.

Azamku bila pulang ke melbourne nanti ialah untuk menjadi insan yang lebih baik.Sebagai seorang pelajar, anak , rakan dan hamba-Nya.

Lagi satu seimbangkan hidupku.Tahun lepas, rakan serumahku sering berkata yang aku takde life.Asyik buat kerja aje. Biase lah, budak archi kan selalu busy aja.Tahun ini aku akan cuba untuk seimbangkan hidupku okay? Nanti pergi main squash aku ikut okay?

dear friend,

i hope this 7 years of friendship is worth it.
because i like you the way you are very much.

7 years and still counting!

going places.

back from jakarta and bandung with family.
off to penang with intecians.

will be back in a few days.

jauh.

why suddenly i feel so distance from you?


photo credits to nini.

reaching 2009 !

what we did on new year's eve of 2009.





pizza,cranium and mercun!
a very last minute plan indeed.

i dont usually have a long list for new year's resolution, but of course i'll always pray for a better future.

but i do have a few plans for myself this year, but let keep it to myself shall we?

back!

im back! home in malaysia!

tidak menyesal saya cepatkan tiket.sungguh kelakar melihat reaksi wajah rakan-rakan apabila saya membuat kejutan untuk mereka.

fiqah mengambil masa untuk mendaftar muka saya , nini menangis sambil cakap celaka! , nenek dan mira tersasul-sasul sambil melahap makanan sedap dan hannah separuh tidur sambil mata sebelah sepet tak boleh buka.

hahaha.kelakar sungguh rakan-rakanku ini.rindu bangat sama mereka.

all thanks to lan! i owe you big time okay?

now, i have million things to do!