just say yes

I’m running out of ways to make you see
I want you to stay here beside me
I won’t be ok and I won’t pretend I am
So just tell me today and take my hand

p/s: i love the new snow patrol album. bila mereka mahu dtg ke melbourne hah?

im leaving in 4 days, am not ready to say goodbye, yet :(

thanks all for the memories this summer, will always cherish it in my heart.

wish you were here, again.

for nenek.
how i wish the whole gang was here.

rindu part 2

walawei i miss you guys so much lah, cant wait for nenek to come!

so now i get my freedom (temporary break from architectural stuffs), i just want to relax all the time.i already watched like almost 20 movies and read 1 fiction novel, am reading another non-fiction.whats left is take lot of pictures!

and ermmm, waiting for le housemates to finish their exams!

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terasa seperti baru sahaja hari khamis berlalu. esok sudah hari khamis lagi.
betapa cepatnya masa berlalu tanpa kita sedari.

time worth more than gold, its priceless.every second counts!

next week is final for Tech4, next 3 weeks is for Design.then what? portfolio, exhibition.

seriously cant wait for the hols.stacks of novels to be read, thousands of pictures to be captured, tones of movies to be seen and so many things to catch up.

cuti cuti cuti ooooooooo.
easter break. tapi kerja bertimbun.
design mid crit, tech mid crit and conceptual photography mid crit after the break.haishhhhh.

but i'll make time for myself for sure!

p/s: few days ago i wanted to measure distance in autoCAD and accidently typed 'do' instead of 'di' for the command and the command table suddenly said do DONUT , specify inside diameter of donut.

i was like whatttt? wujud jugak command donut ni, dah laa lapar pagi2 buta ni kan.terbayang2 dah donutttt.
hahaaa that is what you get when you stay up until dawn and have a presentation early next morning.

pp/s: oh i've deleted my friendster account because most of my close friends are not using it anymore.so if u cant find me in your friends list, dont assume i've delete you okay? its just im deleting myself.

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i cant believe i only have 3 weeks left in malaysia.

going places.

back from jakarta and bandung with family.
off to penang with intecians.

will be back in a few days.

back!

im back! home in malaysia!

tidak menyesal saya cepatkan tiket.sungguh kelakar melihat reaksi wajah rakan-rakan apabila saya membuat kejutan untuk mereka.

fiqah mengambil masa untuk mendaftar muka saya , nini menangis sambil cakap celaka! , nenek dan mira tersasul-sasul sambil melahap makanan sedap dan hannah separuh tidur sambil mata sebelah sepet tak boleh buka.

hahaha.kelakar sungguh rakan-rakanku ini.rindu bangat sama mereka.

all thanks to lan! i owe you big time okay?

now, i have million things to do!

nun di seberang sana.

for the first time ever, letting go is not that hard anymore,i just realised.




im coming home very very soon !

summer love

kami tanam anggur sementara menunggu buah ceri berbuah. hah?








p/s: dont worry, we dont smoke.not yet.haha

from south to north.

went to new zealand for 14 days with NAOMIH! it was superb! so many incidents in that 2 weeks.glad u guys allowed me to join! thanks NAOMIH !

we went to a few places ; christchurch , queenstown , auckland (merempat kt mcd for 7 hours then crashed a hotel lobby for 2 hours!) , rotorua , lake taupo, wellington.

i did bungee jumping, swoop , handgliding , zorb , canyon skippers jetboating in queenstown and rotorua.

these are just few of them, the rest you can check out my facebook.im soooo lazy to upload it again and again.

wooohoooo !

im back!

from my longggggg trip in new zealand! so many to update about.my final crit,exhibition and new zealand trip!

but first let me put this first as a starter.(sebab gambar lain semua dlm ipod yg tgh gila skrg)


btw this is a pic of me and matt(haha mcm kawan plak kan) doing hand gliding.

later ok.

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seriously now when im free and have all the time in the world, i dont have anything to blog about.

i've lost interest to write about anything i guess.

now im a big fan of sleeping.a fanatic one.
now i have soooooooooo many things to do in my mind.so many that i dont know where to start.

im free now but its so sad that i have to enjoy it alone by myself.one of my housemate gone back to malaysia yesterday.and another one will be having her first exam paper this monday.

my friend moon from sydney was here for a couple of days.and now she's gone to sydney again.

oh cant wait for my adventurous vacation in less than 1 week!

life as it is.

on tuesday i didnt sleep at all to prepare for my final crit on my elective.on wednesday i just slept from 3pm - 8 pm then stay at uni the whole nite with zi yang until 6 am and go back and sleep until 10am.and last nite i slept from 2 am in the morning untill 2pm the next day.gila tak.mesti ganti the days before punya tido.haha.tido matiiiii.

oh well i cant beleive the semester is almost over. just had my UN charted kosovo elective final crit last wednesday.it went quite good actually.didn't expect for Brent Alpress to be the guest crit. when i came in to the class and saw him i was like "omg is he going to crit our presentation today? gulp gulp mati lah aku".but then after i presented, it was quite ok lah.his comments also not bad ape.then after each one of us finish presenting, he said it was quite a good class, especially it broaden your knowledge about urban architecture.he is very right indeed.before this i never knew about urban sprawl in each country.about how people populated each city. is it randomly sprawled , a garden city , a grid city like melbourne, a linear city? i wonder how the population in selangor sprawled actually.i can ask fatudin since he's taking town planning.what is left for this subject is to fix our presentation to be submitted for the folio next month.

and 2 weeks left for final crit for design! next week we have to present full mock up for final.like a real one.since i have only design to focus on, i'll give full attention to it.it seems like i have to stay in the comp lab at uni almost every nights with Zi Yang until the final.i hope he'll agree to do work at level 7 lab because it was so damn hot in level 8.i know he like it there because less people and u have 2 big monitor to do your 3d etc but still i cant concentrate with my 3d if im not comfortable myself.i hope we can finish all the drawings and 3d on time.oh well i think for this presentation also i need to spend a lot for the printing.since it is large scale studio, our building is quite huge.that's why its a pair work studio.last sem it costed me about aud200++ to print for the final because somebody canceled my printing at uni so i have to print outside at the shop.i guess the this sem will cost a lot too! oh my money is flying~~.

i've not been talking to him for like long time now.awww how i miss him and my friends back in malaysia.and of course my family too.ok just 12 more days before final crit then submit the folio then im free woohoo.cant wait to go to nz with sydney people.i really need a getaway from all of this.

p/s: i hope the bunga-bunga guy(as what zi yang said, haha/the hard core guy wont be our guest crit for the final presentation.he's very rough and scary man!

haa banyak plak update setelah sekian lama.haha selamat tinggal

i miss those free moments when you dont have to think about anything but just stare at the blank space far far far away.

i miss them, family and friends.

eid mubarak.

i guess this year its different.maybe this year he forgets.

selamat hari raya aidilfitri , maaf zahir batin to everyone i know.please forgive and forget if i ever done anything wrong to you okay?

i skip my elective class on pagi raya.still, very fortunate of me because my cousin got exam on first,second and third day of raya.its ok nadiah, 1 more raya to go! huhu.

on the day before raya itself, we had final crit for tech 3 (we as in me and partner and almost everybody lah!) and because we didn't sleep the whole night, i slept afterwards after the crit from 3pm to 9pm while all other people busy preparing for raya tomorrow.syera was out helping in malaysian hall while kak nini already celebrating in clayton , and i was sleeping alone in the house while everybody else started to bertakbir.

thats when i felt so homesick, sitting on the bed alone di malam raya.

and honestly for raya i only went to one open house and watch a movie with my housemates last night.couldnt go to others' because i was so busy in the comp lab doing design with my partner.oh well, i should feel gratitude that i still can celebrate.

5 more weeks to go! and 3 more months to go! i really really really miss them.everybody.

BUSY.

30 sept - final crit for Tech 3
1 oct - tak raya lah nampaknya.
3 Oct - final submission for folio and cd for Tech 3
mid of oct - final crit for charted kosovo elective.
end of oct - final crit for design
early nov - submission for design folio
a week later - design exhibition
15 nov - new zealand trip wooohooooo cant wait.



design studio went quite well recently.they like our ideas, just need to work harder to think how it works sectionally,in plan and in 3d!

pic above: our initial idea for the lifesaving club.

p/s: we as in me and Zi Yang.

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only a few weeks left for the semester to finish.and 1 week left before raya.but i have class on the morning of hari raya itself.crap.if only i can change the calendar,i would make hari raya on weekend instead.haha dalam mimpi lah kan.

a few weeks left for vacaaaaation.i know new zealand will wait for me heeeee.

thinking of taking summer school and working part time this summer.hmmmmmm dont know yet.

jejak kasih.

finally.

ahaaa actually im so lazy to update about my recent winter break.so just let cut it short.both of my brothers came down here first before joined by my mum and small lil bro.im still organizing the pics (there's alot, suprisingly), so these are some of the pics.

abg and haziq arrived in sydney and diorang taktau nak buat ape except for camwhoring around the city. This are one my fav pics.haha sukaaa ..i try to do the same thing tapi tak jadi bacause it was too dark on the night i went to sydney.

after a couple of days buang masa dekat sydney, they flew to melbourne to be reunited with me,jejak kasih hahaha.ok thats all, i'll put more pics later hahaha im so damn lazy.

oh btw, we already get the result for our studio ballot and i got a studio named Bodies, its a large scale studio btw.Its a night class(again!) but i think its okay for me because i dont have any class on friday this time.

will update later because im addicted to prison break now :)

taktau nak letak tajuk apa.

im back!

penat gila okay holiday this time.will update later when i have all the pics because its all in my laptop which is now in arden apartment, and currently im in courtney's.

most probably tomorrow or the day after okai?

i already got my result for last sem and am quite happy with it! except for certain subject yg mmg dah agak dah pon.(moral: pilih groupmate yg okay2)

i just arrived from sydney this morning and terus pegi rmit for studio balloting.There are about 16 studios to choose from and these are the top 4 studios that i have ballot for:

1. Bodies
2. Image
3. Mediating Architecture
4. Transform

i still have to choose an elective this semester but i have no idea what to take. Some of my friends thinking of taking english language la, chinese la, japanese, property management la..but i cant decide what to take! either to choose inside architecture field ke or outside the field.any ideas? am thinking of taking conceptual photography ke tp mcm takot susah jugak.hmmmmm still undecided...psychology?

aaaaa next week class start, tidak!!!!
im still in the mood for holidays laa.mana taknya melbourne uni starts 1 week later kot.and sydney's too.jealous2.

jumpa nanti-nanti ya!